50 facts...

1. I hate couples if they kiss in public.shouldnt they keep that to themselfs?

2. I like hometown bands. Like The Clarks

3. I hate feet, they're absolutely disgusting. ew.

4. I wish I was Marilyn Monroe and Amy Lee's child, I'd be hella pretty.

5. I've convinced myself that me being 150lbs and 5'7ft tall is fat and that I need to be thinner.

6. I like eating disorders.im highly interested in them.

7. I'd kill to meet my Hero...Ville Hermanni Valo.

8. I wish my Uncle Micheal wasn't in the hosptial

9. It hurts me to see him laying in that bed,

10. I don't have much friends but they ones I do have are the best friends I could ever ask for.

11. Yet I still don't understand these people who would die for their friends. As selfish as this sounds, I wouldn't.

12. Reading madeup stories is the best thing ever.

13. Sometimes I break down due to thinking of food too much, I need to plan out what I eat everyday or I'm the worst mood ever.

14. I wish I could play the piano and express my feelinsg through playing that.

15. If I don't meet HIM I'll die unhappy.

16. I spend more money on cds than I do on food and stuff more important than cds in general.

17. I'd love to be able to become a make up artist when I'm older, Or a photogrpher.

18. I think my writing skills are getting better.

19. My friends backstab me, yet I'm still friends with them.

20. I'm not a lesbian but Amy Lee is bloody beautiful.

21. I realised I don't have to wear crazy clothes or die my hair bright green to be my own person.

22. I like dreaming all the time and my world always seem better when I have control over everything. That is why I write.

23. I miss my sister everyday.

24. My aunts and cousin are a bunch of little cunts.

25. I liked HIM since I was 9 years and 1 month old and now I'm nearly 13. It feels strange.

26. I loved Green day for three years before that and I'll always have a soft spot for them.

27. I'd love to be intelligent and have a wide vocabulary.

28. I want to be famous but I have no talent to show to the world so I can't be.

29. I got in trouble for drawing a massive dick on my friends arm.

30. I love high heels but I never had the courage to wear them somewhere busy because I don't like how they make a noise.

31. I sometimes think I'm mentally slow.

32. My Uncles fucking wanker of a girlfriend thinks she knows more about my sister than I do and he tries to tell me about her life.

33. And if there is one person I could brutally murder with a kitchen utensil, I would definitely be her.

34. I currently have one sister, and one step sister.

35. I told my friends to shoot me if I go over 159bs, they agreed.

36. If I have kids, I wonder what they'd look like.

37. I didn't see my dad for a year and now when I see him it feels like nothing is there anymore and I just want my daddy back.

38. I'm scared of child birth.

39. I read through my step sisters texts.

40. I'm scared people will think I'm boring so I decide to act funny, and take the piss out of anyone and everything.

41. I'm just trying to make myself feel better really.

42. I adore smoking, I'd smoke until my lungs collapsed but I always run out of money just before I run out of cigarettes.

43. I love it when men sweat, don't ask, especially onstage.

44. I have an obession with pepsi and ramen noodles.

45. My cat used to love it when I played Green day for her, especially anything from Warning.

46. I check Valo Daily everyday, its a necessity.

47. In a way I'm proud of being Irish.

48. I wish Ville would grow back the greasy, unbrushed hair. He looked so handsome.

49. I want to move to Finland when I'm older.

50. I have a large intrest in the devil.