Never Hesitate

I've recently had a few dissapointments, which were all my fault because I hesitated instead of acting quickly.

1) I lost my jacket a while a go, and thought it was gone for good. But yesterday I saw someone at school wearing it (I live in america and bought it in England, and its kind of one of a kind here). I can understand if he found it or something, but I wanted it back. so I was going to go over and talk to him and try to get it back. But I waited a bit because I was nervous about it. And he walked out the door in a crowd, and I lost him. So now it's still lost and school just finished, so its gone again, probably for ever.

2) I really like the bands Alesana, and The Devil Wears Prada, which I found out were touring for cheap ticket prices in nearby towns in England at the same I was visiting there. So I was going to ask my dad, but I hesitated because I thought it would be wierd or he'd say no. So now both of the closest venues are sold out. So it would take a miracle to see them now!

aaaaaaaaaaaghhhhhhhhhhh! its so frustrating. sorry if this journal is a waste of time.