Soporific: Sleepy, drowsy

Bleh, I'm so tired and mad and furiated and frustrated. >_<
Today was actually a decent day, for once. Until I got home.
I don't want to talk much about it, but I'll say this-
My school admin. SUCKS. They are pathetic and unrealisitic.
I wanted to take Russian 1 again next year, seeing I was absent a lot this year and didn't really get a decent grade in it, but I CAN'T.
Because only about 10 (so I've heard) students will be taking that class next year.
that's.not.fair.
they can't take away our passion for a language JUST because there isn't enough students!
I even agree with my mom for once. She said, "Yeah, it may be only 10 kids, but it's 10 kids who want to learn the language."
Tell me that's fair. To deprive a child from a language in a public school district.
Blah. done venting now.
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Oh, so today in band I tried out my flute that Mr. Arnold [amazing band teacher, like my idol] apparently tried to fix. It still didn't work. I was sad ): But it's home with me now, and i'm going to [fannagle] with it soon. He's going to check it out Monday. But when I was in the band room, I found this AWESOME paper clip!!! You gotta see it..
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ITS GREEN!!!!
Ahem. moving on.
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Yesterday was really weird. Mrs. Fitch, my english teacher, was absent so we combined with another english teacher, Mrs. Cayan's class, whose room in right next to us. We were working on projects together according to our topics we picked the day before. My ex-boyfriend, Chris, was in my group.

It was okay because we're still friends and all, so everything was fine. Mrs. Cayan lets them play CDs in class while we work, so when we were making our poster, one of those NOW THATS WHAT I CALL MUSIC Cds were on. They were skipping through songs, and ended up on 'Here In Your Arms' by Hello Goodbye.

Now, don't get me wrong, I love this song. so much that I even made a music video of it at one time last year (when I had long hair XD): youtube.com/ferreak7

But something didn't feel right with me. I realized it was because it reminded me of Chris. I had a dream a long time ago, after repetitively hearing the song, about him before we went out. Then, the night I asked him out the song was playing. It was just...weird. I felt the same way I felt about him that night. I missed him. then I realized I still love him...ugh. But I don't!! Eh, I don't know. Help? Somehow? I don't know. >___<
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Lastly, (is that a word?) I updated Dear Diary, I'm Not Normal.
I heard on the mibba radio that they are looking for more original stories to 'rec' on there.
*wink wink nudge nudge* =] I really want more people to read it :| I need critisism. But yeah, for now ignore the spelling mistakes and such in the newest chapter; I wrote it last night at like 12 AM because I was bored. Then again, just tell me where they are so I can change them easier XDDDD THANKS.

xx Krista.
June 6th, 2008 at 11:57pm