why?

why am i such a horrible person. well that is what some one in particular whom i have written a journal before about thinks. i am a decent human being i mean i don't think that i am that bad. i mean yeah i yelled because an email i was writing got erased and started rewritting and then he came on and tried to look for it in the stupidiest places and i had told him not to look there because you wouldn't find it by searching the web. i know how stupid is that. well i mean you guys don't think that i am that bad of a person. i mean some of you probably haven't even seen my profile and found this on the site. but people will tell you that i am not that bad. then again he has issuse with him doing something wrong. he is this good and he has no imperfections. that is how he works. and the times he has made me upset and made me cry he will never know i mean he can't because then he will blown things out of proportion even more. so i hope all you remember that a person may be mean or rude but we are human and we all make mistakes, we also all are decent human beings. and i know that in a minute he will say i can't be mad at you for to long and we will just have this happen again. it is a stupid cycle that won't stop. so i hope you all enjoyed this journal i will write again soon love peace and chicken grease
-emilicious