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as a high schooler!!! Yes, this means that I graduate tommarrow! I can't even believe it! For so long I though that I wasn't going to make it. I kept failing classes here and there, and then I owed a ton of money to library. I just got my cap and gown today. Looking at makes me think, wow-this really is happening. I'm actually leaving Souhegan. I'll never have to see any of those people again, I'll never have to eat in that cafeteria again. I'll never have to walk down those halls again. YES!!!

Although, I'm kind of upset because I told my family pretty much a MILLION times that I DID NOT want a graduation party. This is for a number of different reasons.

1) I don't see that graduation is that BIG of deal; enough to have a party about it
2) They aren't even inviting anyone that I like
3) Sorry, but all I want to do is f**ked up

I'm trying to handle this with as much respect as possible, because I love my parents and it's really sweet of them to want to celebrate my accomplishments...but... it's my graduation.