Downward Spiral

I'm falling. I can feel it. Just as I'm starting to become myself again, he wants me back. Just. Like. That. I know that I will always love him, but Idon't know if I can handle him again... It's almost too much to bear... I mean, he totally completes me and it is like he is my missing link. For the longest time, I wished that he would fall in love with my, but when he did, I had no idea what to do. Now that he wants me back, that he can never replace me, that he will always be in love with me, I am not sure what I want any more... He expects too much of me and thinks higher of me than I think he should. I'm just...falling. I think I'm going to go puke now...