(So I've decided that my entries are going to be letters to someone. This is someone I used to love.)
G M,
Today was one of my "bad" days. I woke up this morning and immediately hopped in the shower and started sobbing. I hate the person that I see in the mirror. I hate having to look at the same ugly face everyday. And it doesn't help when the people that you love constantly point out your flaws like you didn't know they were there.
I felt like I was going to throw up all day today. My boss called me today and asked me to work tomorrow because one of my co-workers is being extremely unreliable. Saying no to him was not an option; I have a hard time saying no to people and I really need the money.
Today was one of the loneliest days I have had in a while. It's awkward because I always feel this presence with me but I am always just alone.
I lack motivation and self-esteem.
Why do I live when there's so much to die for?
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