Dishearten

dis·heart·en [diss hrt'n]
make somebody lose heart: to make somebody lose hope and enthusiasm

Synonyms: discourage, depress, sadden, cast down, dismay, bring down, deject (archaic), dampen, disappoint

I went to about 20 differnet places of interest today (book stores, art stores, motocross shop even though douche bags works there, skate shop, antique store, gift shop, etc.) and came out with a whole THREE applications. A bookstore, a clothing store, and a dollar store. Have to be 18 for the dollar joint though, so *throws it away*. I left my number at a pet shop, and have to go to another book store on Monday to talk to the owner, which I'm really hoping goes good because it's a rad ass place.

I could have gotten a job at the motocross hsop, but I don't have my license yet and it was a delivery position. At the pet store I leftt my number at, a snake was in the process of getting loose. Had I not seen it it would probably be lost again. Owner said it was lost for THREE MONTHS last time. Fuck that shit, I don't want a job that badly. [Snake phobia]

Anyways, I'm a little bit bummed because today didn't go as good as I thought. But, I did come home to find a new book which is pretty frickin' rad. A bookstore is pretty much the perfect place for me to work because I'm a total nerd, give me an employee discount and I'll blow my entire paycheck at the store pretty much everytime. And it's a used bookstore so they're like 3-4 bucks a pop.

I'm rambling. Must be that hour of sleep I got last night.

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