I hate her..

I fucking hate people. Seriously. People who I thought were nice really aren't. BIG EXAMPLE: I'm in a fight with one of my best friends Chelsea. Here is the email she sent me:

your a whore i hate you wer where best friends when we where little i hate you now so go fuck a cow you stupid cow who is supa fat and has a fat ass mom who sells my mom drugs...if da cops find out you guys is in trouble and i hope your dad dies from all those needles.
byebye fatty mc fatty

I was crying over it. I never cry.
My family is such a soft spot though...
Especially my dad.
Why does everyone leave me or stab me in the back?
Is it something I do??