I hate...

being a girl.

meaning i hate PMS. mostly because i get really severe mood swings, fuck up everything i've managed to build with my parents, get really suicidal again, and be completely unable to write.

needless to say, it gets fucking annoying real quick.

i miss my best friend. i havent talked to her in about two weeks, which is fucking eternity in my world to go without being able to say what i'm REALLY thinking.

hence why i'm writing this random, rambling journal.
i don't actually know any of you, so you can't really ridicule me for being who i am... like people in the real world are wont to do...

sorry if i bored you.
i just had to write this all down.