I'm sick of my family.(Rescue Me)

I'm sick of my family. They're suposed to comfort me when I have a problem not be the problem. My family is why I shoose to keep up in my room and avoid them. The other day when my sister (not blood sister) was here the my family had an argument about my mom's bf being here. They brought me into it. My mother came home early from work and I was crying. That's how bad it was. I can't take this sh*t anymore. It's killing me inside. IO ahd to write my feelings down somewhere befor I did something stupid. Which I've already done something mildly stupid, and i don't realy want to put what it is down. I hate my life at the moment. I just want everything to go back to how it was befor He started dating my mother. He's the whole problem. no one likes him and they all think he's a freeloader. I don't know how much longer I can take this.....I'm sick of my life, I can't stand it.

"Come and rescue me only you can set me free."
-Tokio Hotel
June 30th, 2008 at 01:55pm