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i wish i could go back in time and stop every thing that happened. i just want to be with my mom and sisters again but with out the drugs and alcohol. and maybe our fist will turn into kisses and our pushes will turn into hugs. and dad and mom wont be in prison they will be at home cooking and playing football or some kind of game out side. but now is not the time to think about the past nows the time to think about am i going to be able to be friends with this girl whose mom took my step dad away from my mom. do you want to know the messed up thing is her mom and my mom used to be best friends but i guess not now.....

what should i do i am turning 15 in a cupple of mounths so that means 3 nore years till i turn 18 i am in foster care so i can ether stay in foster care or i can be adobted but my family means alot to me