I am so pissed.

Alright, now that I am calmed down about the story thing. I can focus on what I am really pissed about. My boyfriend has not called me all day. ON A HOLIDAY. Yeah, sure he was with his family. But what kind of person stays with his family ALL DAY even until this late hour? It is 3:11am here! Not one call or text. Then he gets all like "Blah you talked to Taran all day!" Yeah I did talk to Taran all day today till like 12 or 1 but still. Not like he knows. HE DIDN'T CONTACT ME ALL DAY! I could have like DIED and he wouldn't know. I called his house and his cousins cell phone. For all I know he could have died. Because not one day since we have been going out has he not called me or contacted me in someway. I guess he might have been hanging out with that girl Jalessa today the one he has the CRUSH on. >.< ugh I hate that he says he's in love with me yet he has a crush on another girl. WHAT THE HELL?! I just might be in love with him because I know I do love him but ugh for real? A crush on another girl? Sure I might like a few people but not so much as a crush. A crush is when you actually fantasize about kissing them or like touching places that don't need to be touched. Ugh this is giving me a headache. I really need to talk to my friend Jeese too. -.-

PEACE