Toy

It’s as if I'm a toy in someone’s little game. Like The Sims or something. And some cruel person is not paying enough attention to my aspiration level. It plummets to the lowest it could possibly be, and then the cruel, cruel person notices and decides to work the cheat to the max of happiness before I die on them. But poor little toy gets the short end of the deal.

Down, down, down, down, UP, down, down, DOWN, DOWN, DOWN, UP, down, down, down, DOWN, UP.

They don’t care what happens when I’m not on the verge of dying, I’m just a toy. A stupid little disposable toy. One day it’ll be too late, the cheat won’t be clicked fast enough and the toy will break.

But its just a metaphor. I'm not a mindless toy, I'm a human with thoughts and emotions and unlike a game or a toy I have the ability to end it all.