This is..-

One of the worst days I've ever had.
I was depressed and down all day.

I cried all day about everything that was going on.
Everything I thought I actually enjoyed, I think I hate now.
Everything I thought I hated, I've come to love it.

I love the way people work.
I love how they think stupidly, or negative, or pessimistically.
It interests me how they act.
It's so easy to lie.
It's so easy to cheat.
It's so easy to do everything you'd think is wrong.
But yet, it's so hard to do something right.
I love how people's minds work.

I hate the fact I once loved someone.
Are you supposed to be broken that bad?
Are you supposed to feel this way, 2 or 3 years later?
If so...dont fall in love.
Run from it.

I love that I can only trust a handful of people.
It's like, you know exactly what to say and who to say it to.
It's a certain bond you have with someone..

I hate that this stupid guy led me on
only to get a GF and flirt with a slut.
Thanks asshole.

I love the fact I hate people who have wronged me.
It makes me feel something.
I always seem to make someone I dont like nor want to appreciate feel low...it gives me some sick pleasure that I can't even begin to describe.
Maybe I am just a vengeful bitch.

Maybe I'm just bordering on the brink of insanity today...
It feels like I am...
I need a Xanax.