yeh its been a while. i dont know. i thought id give a lil update on what's going on. its just that, i really like him but i dont know what to do. everyone keeps saying i should move on becasue he's got 25 more years behind bars. id just like to treat him normally but i dont want to lead him on either in case...these feelings do fall out.
i feel like such a porcelain doll. in my room upstairs, constantly checking thru the lacey curtains waiting for the postman to come. stefan hasn't written back in 2 weeks. it usually takes this long. and today is exactly 2 weeks. so i should be getting a reply now. he's sending me a picture of him for keepsake. i sent him a few before cuz he asked. (now's the time to put a joke: letter sex)
but yeh. he's probably one of the sweetest guys ever. if you look past the murders. u hardly ever find a 16 yr old who's that sweet. what went wrong? =(
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