Life. Everyone needs guidence right?

Listening to: HELLO BEAUTIFUL-JONAS BROTHERS.
Feeling: Meh
Doing: chatting on MSN

Well since no-one is going to read this i will continue to wallow in self pity. So if you read this comment, you don't have to say anything but just comment it gives me s fuzzy feeling inside. XD

So well life, mine has took a sudden turn, i'm not going to say for the worst. It's just making me deal with alot i have pushed to the side before. [song change HARDEST PART- COLD PLAY]. The weird thing that the most crazy stuff has happened in my life but i can be one of the happiest people around. I can feel that slowly changing and i wish it won't. My parents seem uncaring and my friends can't begin to understand, it just feels weird i've lost so many people i love and it makes me angry. The sad thing is that i have become really good at hidding my sadness this way majority of my friends never know anything is wrong. You probably think i am just some teenager just crying a river, think what you want i probably am. [song change: FIX YOU-COLDPLAY] . i just need some direction in my life, i don't know what to focus on. For once i want someone to tell me what to do, to be guided.

This is probably just a mess of random ideas put together but yeah it's just what came out. I haven't even bothered to read half of it. I just don't know what to do. I wish i did. well doesn't everybody.

"Some are born great some have greatness thrust upon them". I want that greatness, i'm nothing but medium, average.

Don't get me wrong i ain't going EMO or SUICIDAL or GOTH anytime soon i have control i just don't know what to do with it. [song change - HOTEL CALIFORNIA-EAGLES]

Well just drop me a line, i'm friendly. Peace