Gah!

So I hate to say this, but i'm pretty sure I'm being the jealous {almost} Girlfriend. But it's not really jealousy, its more of I'm scared he'll reject me and forget about me. GAH! I hate this! it's stupid and pointless, I mean we aren't even going out and I'm worried about him leaving me for his best friend. IT IS MAJORLY STUPID! But I seriously love this guy, I want him to be happy, he seems like he isnt right now. GRR!!!!

Why does it have to be like this. GRR! I hate relationships. And guys....but i HATE girls...my worst fear will come to life!