Just go, okay?

Why do you have to go? ... well, I know, but I don't want you to go.

It really kills me that you have to go. All the way to another country...for a month.

I'm really gonna miss you.

Please don't look at me like that and tell me you'll be back soon. I don't want to hear that. Why can't you just tell them you have to stay? I know you want to go, but there's people here that care about you.

Not that I care about you - I mean, sure I care, but I'm not in love with you or anything.

Please don't leave. Don't walk away like that. You're killing me.

Why is everything blurry...

Oh, don't come over here right now. Please don't. Stop hugging me. You have no idea how I feel when you hold me like this.

Dammit, I'm not crying!!

Just go, okay?
July 16th, 2008 at 10:58pm