Why do I keep distracting myself with other people? I keep putting myself in denial and hiding my true feelings. Maybe (note the sarcasm), maybe it's because the one person in the world that I really want and who might quite possibly want me back, is ignoring me. It makes me feel as though I've been wrong about the whole thing from the beginning. But when I started to think about how I could have been wrong, I find no other explanation for the hidden glances, the shameless flirting, the excessive attention.
You fooled me the entire time. I would be wrong not to admit how embarrassed I am.
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