Old Rant #5 - Changes

I feel like someone is taking my collar and grabbing my wrists and pulling me, but there’s no blindfold, I can see everything around me and I have some control, like I can make choices and each one I make will steer- but there is no compass or crystal ball. But I can’t help but wonder, there, in the back of my head, is there any control? Is there any way I can make a difference? I believe in the soul and things are meant to be, so maybe I should let it flow and let it take me where I land, but I’m not strong enough to let go and fear of the future holds me back. But I’ve decided good decisions are based off a good mind- but is my mind good enough?