My Father and His Controlling Ways . . .

I'm beginning to worry.
My father and I haven't had the tightest relationship in a while.
We did when I was like, born to 12.
But now I'm older and he's suffering with the idea that I'm attracted to guys now-
and they no longer have "cooties" to me.
So I guess that's weird for him.
I'd hate to be a dad.
Losing you and your daughters relationship would suck.
I know that every girl who has my type of situation with guys,
has the weird hardass father to complain about it.
It sucks because I think our relationship is getting worse.
And parents are even seeming to lose whatever weird "spark" they ahd before.
I swear if they get divorced, I would probably kill myself.
I can't live with that.
I don't think they ever will, but I keep thinking that maybe I'm some percentage of teh reason they aren't getting along as well as usual.
They're never the type to fight, still aren't that way, but my mother seems fed up and well-
It worries me.
I don't want to form some sort of alliance with my mom just to be against my father.
No matter how annoying and rude he has been.
Even when I don't do anything.
(ex: today he walks in the door immidiatly says "jeez, turn down teh tv!" grabs the remote and does it for me, i say "wow dad, go away." he says "no katie, u go away.") wtf?
Idk. I guess I just want things to get better.
No, I don't guess. I DO.
Want things to get better.
The only times we ever get along are when he forces me to go on bike rides with him.
Maybe I'll do that more often.
Maybe it'll save w/e amount of relationship we have left.