I'm Not Okay When I'm Alone ='[

okay so lately I've been pretty good, I mean no drama nothing bad is going on.
but....

When I'm alone or like when its quiet I start to think too much and I get depressed or feel like I'm going to have an anxiety attack....something like that.
I dont even know whats wrong, like I said I've been good lately.
It makes that one song "I'm A Hazard To Myself" by Pink get in my head.

Also I've been having weird dreams about people I know.
And most of the people are the people I used to like...
I just don't understand.
My friend said it could be all the sugar I ate in the past couple days, but honestly I don't think thats it.

But yea anyways, like I can still talk to people and be happy but inside I feel like shit
its so weird...I have no idea whats wrong with me
I dont know if I have clinical depression like my mom or what...

I dont know why this comes to mind, but I'm scared....
July 23rd, 2008 at 08:54am