have you ever loved something so much, but then it..... you just didn't love it anymore? gosh, i remember when i was in, grade 5, I think it was. I absolutely loved writing. stories, poems, songs, you name it, i wrote it. i loved the freedom. i loved how i finally had something to spill my heart into. but now, it all seems like something i have to do, not something i want to do. i feel like if i'm not writing i'm letting down my "fans". before, i would come home from school, not waiting to start typing my next creation. nowadays, i find myself actually making excuses to myself NOT to write. i don't feel like i'm writing for me anymore, i feel like i'm writing to please anyone who actually cares. i just, don't know what to do with myself anymore.
thank you for actually taking the time to read this, even though it was probably just a waste of your time.
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