inside a whisper

looking back over the years i realized when i was a kid i was all alone and thought that i had nothing to live for until that day i came up to u and not knowing who u r or what i was gonna say to u but once i had sat down right beside u i just felt like i knew u for life long years. since then we had called each other every day sometimes extremely late at night around 3 or so. then one day we stopped talking on the phone we hung in school all the time walking the halls interrupt classes which was really fun till this one day u had said to me that u were going to the hospital my mind went blank u had said to me that I'm fine there is nothing to worry about the doc's said the same thing o it was nothing that you will be OK sorta thing i just thought that if the doc. says you will be fine alright time passed and everything was all cool u seemed like your cheery self as always a year passed by and u seemed to be fine but then the same thing happened u started puking up blood again this time i didn't know what to think a week went by without a word i had gotten a phone call from her mom saying that she u need to be here at this place such and such i was like OK what for she didn't respond so when the day arrived i saw all of her closes friends we were all dressed in black when i walked in the grave yard knowing i had lost my best friend my heart stopped