My suspension...

Well.
I'm at home and I miss my mates. Although I'm gonna see Jess today, it'll be after school. I can't believe it.
I was suspended.
I'd change what I did if I could, but its just too hard. Maybe I do have an anger problem, or other problems.
I can't believe that I openly admitted that I rip out my the hair on my head, in front of the councellor.
On Thurs. I have an interview with the deputy principal, about my suspension, I'm probably gonna get in trouble.
I'm only 13, and now my permanent schooling record is tainted.
I don't know what to do.