I'm pretty much starting over

I've been on mibba since January. Between then and now I have lurked on the forums, read just about every journal and read many stories. I haven't done much that people can actually see though. I began to write a few crappy stories, not because I thought of a good idea but because I just wanted something to write. I've learned that I'm not good with that. I can't just write to write. I must be really in to the story. So I'm deleting my two stories and writing new ones that I actually want to write. I'm mainly writing this journal to tell my few friends. I would change my account name but I love it too much.