17:09, 5th August.

Hey, again..

Urgh! I feel so shitty today! I keep just blowing up at people for no reason. I feel so shit. I'm not allowed out 'cause of this stupid bump on my ankle. It's stopping me walking properly, but I couldn't care less to be honest.

Everything seems to be going wrong. I'm afraid for my little sister, she might be anorexic. My mom is acting really weird around me, shouting and screaming at me for smiling at her. Nothing I do is good enough for my family and I feel like I have no-one to turn tobut my boyfriend. He has been helping me through everything latley. I don't know why he sticks by me to be frank..

Also, I've messed up my phone and nothing works on it anymore. It's like everything and everyone hates me.

URGH! I'm starting to slip back into depression and I HATE it. I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!

What do I do now? Anybody? Please help...

Laurenn </3
August 5th, 2008 at 06:22pm