Never-ending Hell

Great. My life seems perfect.......NOT! At first my closest guy friend moves which tore me apart. Soon after that my dog disappeared and got killed...by cyotes. My parents started fighting after that and my brother and I screamed at them how ALL of their fights were incredibly stupid! Then came when another one of my dogs got incredibly sick....I was so worried and I knew I didn't need this....I wasn't that strong......finally I thought the hell would be no more when my dog came back from the vet.....but now.....my cat is missing......I can't take much more. I sometimes find myself thinking 'What else could go wrong?' but I turn my thoughts to 'A lot more could disappear.....don't jinx yourself by thinking that....' I can only wonder when this hell will end.....