um...uh...i am sad

Im quite sad and depressed. as I walked through the streets today these guys came up to me and said I was an ugly bitch and then pushed out of the way. I really made me scared and sad. I feel like such an idiot and now I feel like I am really ugly. I have been upset by how I am look b4 but this just really hit me.

I just need some cheering up and stuff. god sorry if I sound pathetic and needy. I suppose it just comes with someone as silly as me. I have hardly eaten in like two days and have lost a stone. now and im so tired and I just feel so bored with everything. I really am not going to go all suicidal cause that stuff is just stupid, and I still love my family and friends.

I just need to let it out. sorry to depress u if u were all happy. :[
August 7th, 2008 at 08:54pm