I lost anything that would ever let me move on.

It's gone.
He's gone.
The happiness has gone.

The thought's have come back.
Haunting.
Insulting.
Mocking.


I wanted to date him. I was to slow in saying anything, and actually acting out my opinions.
Now he's with another girl. Younger than myself.

"I love you more than I love her, Rhiannon.."

You lied.

"I realised I have more feelings for you, I want to wait for you.

Why did he have to lie to me? I'm sick of being played.

I'm sick of boys.
I need Royce back.
I want Royce back.

I want to be that engaged teenager who was deeply inlove with the boy who was equally in love.

Long Distance Relationships never work.
I should've known it.

Seeing him shoulda made me realise it.

Nothing will happen, he's moved on. Why the fuck can't I?


I fucking love you. ♥
August 8th, 2008 at 04:44pm