Cute Guy At Work

I am so extremely frustrated. It's like everywhere I turn in school (well when school starts), there's weirdo, lanky, awkward, too skinny, teenage boys. As if there's nobody with a normal body and good personality all at the same time.

So in a seemingly unrelated topic, I got a job in April because I needed money. My family knew the owner of the restaurant/cafe for a while because all my aunts and mom worked there. All of the owner's sons work there. The middle son has this unbelievably cute friend. Everything about him is perfect for me. Well, that's a little dramatic. Maybe what I mean to say is that everything about him allows me to have a crush on him. This is such a big crush. It's so annoying. It's like I can't find anyone I like and then all of a sudden BAM! I have a giant crush on someone that I can't even say "hi" to on a regular basis. It's such crap. I'm happy to actually be attracted to someone again, but this is just annoying. Listen to me, I can't even get my emotions straight.