Waiting for someone...

my life has always been as boring as doing nothing or listening to someone you're not even interested to... I've been waiting for that someone to come in my life and try ruining my peaceful, dead life.

What might even happen if he would really come now? Will anything change or will it even be much boring as it already is...?

But for now, I'm coming into conclusions of thereason he's still not here is because I'm not yet ready to enter such relationship...Since,since my 17 years here on earth I've never tried going into such complicated things such as having a "boyfriend..."

And uhm...ah...entering into such relationship makes me feel...eew...

and so I told myself that if I will enter such then I would like it to be a "platonic love"

who would even dare have that?

Almost all people entering a relationship can never survive without skin contact...

Anyways, everyone has it's own point of view in everything...