Finland

okay so my dad took the family to visit my grandmama before school starts and i love being with her. she is so cool and she's really laid back. i'm messing around with my laptop, that doesn't want to let me fix the clock since its really like 11 p.m. here not 3 a.m. so yeah. i'm so tired that i really can't spell right now. i can't wait until tomorrow, because i get to see my Uncle Jussi. i miss him a lot. we're really close. he sticks up for me when my dad is being a jerk to me. he also is teaching me some really cool songs on the drums. well i better go do something like sleep. well maybe not. man i'm bored and tired. and the song rescue me by hawthrone hights is just awesome. i really like it. it just came on my little radio on my computer. grrrrrrrrrr my arm hurts soooooo bad, but i don't know why. i didn't do anything to it this time. i think i need to take some meds again but i hate it because it makes me feel really high. i need sleeping pills. thats what i need. so i can for once go to sleep. i have insomia. is that how you spell it? oh well i don't care.

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