I don't want to grow up.... I'm scared.

I don't want to grow up.... I'm scared.
I guess I'm not ready. I mean, i want to start a band and become a national act and I know I'm probably gonna have to work my ass off for it and I know it may take a while, but it's what I want to do. I have a back-up plan, I know that I'm going to college and I know FOR A FACT that i WILL have a good life, but I'm scared. I have no idea how to handle all this crap... I just don't know and I'm not ready. Sure, I'm just turning 16, but that means it's the last year of being a minor, 1 year till I graduate, driving, having to get a job..... It's so much responsibility and it's almost overwhelming. Especially the driving part. I feel like I'm gonna get in a crash and kill someone.... (I know I won't.)
Oh well, I guess I'll just have to learn. :/
August 23rd, 2008 at 12:42am