wow....way too skinny

So I'm gonna vent here because if I do to my family or friends they'll just be like "I told you so"

But basically, i was just looking through some old pictures and i came across some where i was pretty damn deep into my anorexia.

it's scary how thin i was.

i mean, i'm a big build, like not huge but like, i used to have to buy UK size twelve jeans to fit my hips cause their quite broad.

but by the time these pics where taken i could get a size eight on them.

and at the time i thought i was a whale! i actually accused my mum of sowing different labels into my clothes.

i mean, i still think im big but i no it's all in my head now, and seeing those pictures really brought it home, just because of the fact that looked so ill.

like i wasnt scary skinny or anything because my family got me help as soon as they found out, which is lucky cause i would have gone on starving myself or making myself throw up what i was forced to eat.

i suppose im just shocked really, cause i never knew how bad i looked till now.

i dont have cheek bones naturally but u can clearly see them in some of these pictures.

its shocking.

sorry to vent on here but i needed to get it all out lol

xxxx