holy shit.

Things that go wrong in my life:

1. My dad works in Afghanistan, and he recently left, which brought back emotions that I'd rather not deal with.

2. My mom is technically disabled. Which is a bummer cause she is also verbally and sometimes physically abusive.

3. I have to get straight As in school, or I'll be disowned.

and that's about it.

Wait. My fucking best friend told me that she has lost her virginity. And guess what. She's only fucking 15.

I am freaking the fuck out. Blah. I hope not a Juno movie.

What do I do? Shit. Fuck.

I needed to blog it out. And now, I feel a little better. But still. WTF?