Not sure

So, Im finally a senior and its supposed to be the best year ever. Ha, no. Most of my teachers shouldn't even be teaching. It's like they took the job so they could torcher students.

Anyway. Both my girlfriend and i have started back to school leaving us with almost no time to talk, so im pretty blah most of the time. Shes all i think about and i dont have the slightest idea as to what im supposed to do about that. Everything i do is about her or reminds me of her, not like i need reminding. Shes the best thing that has ever happend to me and yet....recently it feels like shes pulling away. Im not really sure whats going on. I mean i understand what is going on at home and stuff for the most part but i dont get why shes been acting the way she has. I dont know. I guess im just paranoid that she will get old with me.