Madly in Love

That's right guys. I've finally made up my mind. I think i'm in love with Landon. It's a little bit weird saying that. I do have to say, for those of you who don't know, that we are not allowed to date. His parents don't even believe in kissing before marriage and he can't date till he's 18. That's a long two years to wait for someone, but i'm prepared for it. We still get to flirt and hang out. We still see each other on Wedensdays. He still loves my baby horse. Sorry, I just had to point that out. Everytime he sees my baby, he pulls out his phone and starts taking pictures. I'm not quite sure what's going on though. I'm pretty sure it's love, but at the same time, i'm not. Everytime I see him, I get this feeling deep in my stomach, like butterflies. I get so nervous that i'm gonna mess up and look retarded around him. I don't know what to do, what to think. It's all so confusing. I've never been in love, but I know that when I look at landon, I see us getting married some day. And having kids. Sounds a little weird coming from a 16 year old's mouth doesn't it? That's all I have to say about this loverly subject. Any advice for me from ya'll is welcome. I have no clue what to do. Love ya'll!

love,

Andrea Ryan