The confessions of my depression

There are times-
When I just miss her
Miss being her friend.
Miss going to her house pretty much every weekend.
Miss laughing with her.
Miss trusting her.

I miss it all.
Everything.

We still talk.

But I don't think she wants too.
I think it's only when she's bored.

I screwed up.
I definatly did.

Does everything end with me missing them.
Because I've been replaced.

Does the new bestfriend know how good she has it?
It sure as hell seems as though she doesn't miss me at all.
How is it possible we could go from best friends to 'hi' 'bye'

It's funny how reading two stories, posted on a random site will bring all those memories back.
An update for an update.

And no, you probably don't knwo what the hell I'm talking about, but I sure fucking hope she does.

I miss you.
September 3rd, 2008 at 12:42am