Dear you...

Hi...I know you never come on here but I hope that I can get some sort of message across to you. I'm sorry I pretty much am such an uptight bitch during school and I get irritated about things you do...but it hurts me that I can't control it. I hate how it seems I ruin like every close friendship I have and make it a distant "acquaintance" deal. It's either my habits, my lack of habits, or things I like to focus more on...

So honestly I don't know what to say more than that...I'm just sorry I'm different from your other friends. Sorry I'd rather have a funny conversation rather than doing the things you do with your other friends...that's just who I am.

Looking back at all the years...it just hurts...seeing Ally changing so much to the point that it's hard to really even talk to her anymore...and I don't want to be like that...I don't want to change so much. But I'm sorry I am a stressed bitch in school...you would be too but it's hard for you to see from my point of view I guess...

So I don't know what the point of this was...maybe you'll look back at this one day and see that I really wasn't trying to be so stressed and uptight