Am I Weird?

vicious sex.:

Eleanor Rigby;;:

I have conversations with my cat regulary. Everyone thinks I'm nuts. :weird

Me too.
But with my dogs. :XD
I remember telling Buster [my dog] "You're the only man I need. We'll do fine. -hug-"
:lmfao

Ditto!! ;D I talk to my dog & tell her about my day. She's a very good listener & secret keeper!! :tehe:

^ I know, huh. :tehe:

I play out possibe outcomes of a situation in my head.

I also talk to my cat, she's such a sweetie.

I have inside jokes with myself too, I usually talk about them. So I guess that means that I talk to myself...

DustinTheDuffer:

I play out possibe outcomes of a situation in my head.

Haha, me too XD

Just with the way I think, I weird myself out sometimes. :shifty

HOLY BALLS!:cheese:

Did that help at all with the whole nonsmiling/giggling/laughing thing?
I know I am weird. :con:

lol ok that helped a bit they say im making la\oads of progress way to fast they say to slow down cause its not normal but i'm just reveling in the fact that i feel things now. smethimes i catch myself doing things just to please others again but if i concetrate i can hear my own voice in my head telling me what to do ... i get headachs sometimes but its fine.

I wouldn't say that's entirely fine. I recommend to find one certain thing that helps and stick with that. Don't overdo it. Take it one step at a time.

Is it weird that I sometimes mouth the lines I write for characters while I'm writing them? And I actually run scenes through my head as if they were part of a movie. :XD

When I'm particularly bored in math class I look at how the girls (I go to an all girl's school) are sitting and decide how good or bad it would be in a photo shoot. Oh, and sometimes I wonder what they'd be like if they were like, punk or scene or something. :tehe:

Run to the Hills:

I act out my favourite scenes from movies by myself sometimes. :shifty
Like I act out I'm a drunk person and shit.... :|
Or that I'm a phsyco sometimes. :XD I'm so fucked in the head.

I do that too! :shifty
And I'll talk to inanimate objects all the time.
Like, if the toast in the toaster burns me I'll say something like, "Now I've told you not to burn me before" :XD
I'm fucked up too.

I always have mini panic attacks in my head around new people.
It's like when I'm meeting someone new, even if it's just a cashier at WalMart, I can't think AT ALL. One time I couldn't even count my money. I get all shaky and nervous.. And I really don't know why. I like meeting new people.

I also always feel stupid. Like if someone asks me to do something, I'm always afraid I'll screw it up, then I get embarrassed and really do screw up. If it's like my mom or dad that asks me to do it, I'm fine, but with anyone else it's like I have to motivate myself to do it right.

I'm very strange..

When I talk to myself.
It's not mindless jabber, but it's me reciting my favorite movie, and story parts =D

I talk to myself in my head all the time.

My head is like a different person I talk to about scenarios and stuff.

Katelyn.:

Is it weird that I sometimes mouth the lines I write for characters while I'm writing them? And I actually run scenes through my head as if they were part of a movie. :XD

I do that too.
It helps with writer's block.

I don't watch TV. At all.
and I will be so obsessed wiht a band that I can't listen to anything but them for a few days and then find them unbearable.

I'm closer to the characters/voices in my head than with people in real life.
(Except my mum and brother, of course)

I talk to myself when I'm alone, or talk with my chinchilla.
I play out my own scenes in my head and sometimes act it out.

This is going to be hard to explain...but I'll try.
I find myself thinking too deeply...it doesn't matter where I am. I might be sitting next to a campfire, and I can't help but think about how I feel at that moment, and I try and stow it away in my mind for eternity, because I know that life doesn't last forever. I could even be in Wal-Mart with my little sister and just want to hold her hand forever because...I feel like life as I know it now...the times when I'm happy, won't stay that way. So I'm always thinking like a book, wondering if this is how its suppossed to go, or if I'm living life all wrong.

I'm not depressed or anything, I just find myself thinking too hard about things...as you might see above.

I meow at my cat and it meows back. I still have imaginary friends too. I guess I'm a tad insane.

i have good news and bad news ...
bad news first... i can hear my own thought but they scare me i belive i'm sucidile.
good news ... i'm no longer doing things just for others.
the docters say that the sucidle thoughts are just a side effect of advancing too fast it it should show within a month. its been a week.
i haven't slept for 4 days because i'm afraid of my nightmares. i't tried of living like this, dose anyone have any advice at all.