Am I Weird?

Bells.:

I get way too attached to people, then expect them to get just as attached to me. It scares them off a lot of the time.

I am the same way. ):

I am also terrified of the weirdest things. I have panic/anxiety disorder, so the smallest things can give me an attack, like spinning.

My heart is also on the opposite side of my body and it's tilted.

hammers and hearts.:

I am also terrified of the weirdest things. I have panic/anxiety disorder, so the smallest things can give me an attack, like spinning.

My heart is also on the opposite side of my body and it's tilted.

I'm sorry about the first thing, but cool! You're like Rasputin!

^ Thanks. (:
But who's Rasputin? XD

I have extremely realistic daydreams about the future and conversation with people.

Then I get upset when things don't happen the way I imagined them to be.

I feel that my life was never meant to be long and am fine with it. >.>

I feel like I have to force every smily I see other people.

I can't stand silence. I always panic and I just end up making myself seem really foolish.
A lot of people also say that I lack emotion. I guess I'm just not good at expressing myself.
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I feel weird because...well, I don't understand how a "normal" mind is supposed to work. I don't get anything about what's supposed to be normal, actually. I just kind of formed my own way of thinking, and viewing everything...it's terribly confusing.

I know the difference between reality and dreams, but I tend to spend most of time in my dreamworld, even when I'm awake.

I randomly see people who aren't really there.
Sometimes I'll have complete conversations with my friends, but when I talk to them later, apparently they weren't actually there.
But in the hallways at school, no one looks at me oddly or anything.
It confuzes my own mind...

I have to have two of everything.
Mainly with food and sometimes drinks, but my two thing is mostly with food.

I tend to feel like their is another person with in me.... I know that's not possible but it just seems that when my depression sets in their is someone screaming in my head and I get headaches from it. I talk to my self fight with myself and sometimes I would beat my self till I bruised. Last week I got angry at myself so I started to bunch myself in the face many times till my face was tender. A bruised formed on my face and I told everyone that asked it was from hitting my wall in my sleep.
If you know the person is not real does that make it any better?

Feels Like Falling.:

I know the difference between reality and dreams, but I tend to spend most of time in my dreamworld, even when I'm awake.

I do this too not as much as before though. I know that I did it because that was my defense against the world and more so being rejected by my peers. In your dreamworld you can feel accepted by anyone and every one. It got so bad though I would not do anything in the real world other then the basics to stay alive cause I wanted to believe my dreams where real even though I always knew they weren't
I think your doing this for your own escape from what that more on you to figure out. I don't think it makes you weird and sometimes you it's nice to escape reality for a little bit the key is not letting it take over you.

Wen my mom and dad call me stupid weirdo psycotic because I don't follow all their ways of doing things. Some times it makes me feel like theres something horribly wrong and messed up with me that makes me a terible person.... But they are the only ones who have ever really told me these things so I don't think so anymore

I get attached to peopl mentally, but not physically. If that makes sense. I think about one person all the time. Everything I do happens to be about that one person. Though when I tell the person, 'I like you.' I dont let myself get attached to them anymore.. And eventually I end up hating that person. Hate is a strong word, i know. But I always feel like it's that person's fault that I ended up liking them, or getting attached. :/ That made no sense. woopz.

The fact that I haven't had a boyfriend for almost 2 years now. I know guys like me (one guy even said he loved me), but I don't like them back or we're friends. And a lot of people say I'm really pretty and have a good personality, and that I'm smart etc etc...
But it makes me feel weird that I can't get a boyfriend.

I tend to daydream when someone is talking to me.

I can watch Titanic and sit through freezing babies and Jack dying, but if I see somebody even start to cry, I break down.

I like criminal pyschology. The sicker and more messed up, the better.

Hannibal Lector is strangely attractive.

Siriano;:

I like criminal pyschology. The sicker and more messed up, the better.

There is something about Ted Bundy that I find...attractive.

I don't feel welcome in the era. I feel as though I don't belong in the 21st century.

I worry about things so much it gets me sick.
People wonder why I read so much and I think it's because I like to get lost in other people's worlds rather than my own.
I tend to daydream all the time and I think my daydreams make me happier than real life.
I'm very observant and remember things that nobody else does.