Human Flaws

Instead of interacting with others on a personal level, I tend to see how people are useful.

Lucy Anathema.:

Instead of interacting with others on a personal level, I tend to see how people are useful.

Lol wow, what do you do when you deem a person unuseful?

I tend to think negativley about everything.

- Because of my dad I expect the worst from people I go out with
- I'm very insecure about myself so it makes me paranoid
- Being insecure I can be a total downer and annoying when/if people don't know what to say to me
- I can be too caring, when people push me away because they are going through a hard time and they can be right out nasty and a part of me will still want to help them even though they've been horrible
- I hate being feeling like I couldn't live without someone so I sometimes push people away for that reason.
I have lots ha ha.

- I can't be content with anything.
- I give up too easily.
- I hear I'm overly negative, but don't think this is true. At least not all the time.

- I'm bitchy. I'm one of those girls who can bitch about someone for two hours straight and turn around to the person I've been bitching about and act like we're best friends.
- I'm kind of an ice queen, I freeze people out a lot. I make myself cold, distant and unapproachable, because I hate almost everyone.
- I'm brutally honest.
- I'm extremely opinionated. Don't ever tell me you disagree with my opinion if it's on a topic I feel strongly about, I will argue and argue and argue until you give in.
- I'm impatient.
- I'm hardly ever emotional.
- I have extremely high expectations for myself.
- I'm a snob, I admit I look down on a lot of people.
- I'm judgmental.
- I'm very much a perfectionist.
- I have a horrible temper.
- I almost never give in, unless if I'm scared of the consequences.
- I procrastinate too much.
- I hold grudges.
- I'm really shy, but people don't really realise that because everybody thinks I'm a snob.
- I talk shit behind other people's back way too much.
- I worry over insignificant things and things that might not even happen.
- I'm secretive.
- I'm extremely sarcastic, sarcastic to the point where people can't tell if I'm actually telling the truth or if I'm kidding.
- I'm uncaring, I have no empathy whatsoever.
- I lie more than I need to.
- I'm a hypocrite.
- I'm self-absorbed.
- I'm a horrible friend, I hate a lot of my friends. True story.

I've hit rock bottom on all of the seven sins.

I don't really know who I am.

I'm an incredible hypocrite. I tell people they're idiots for setting off fireworks on Halloween when I do that myself, and drink alcohol while telling others that it's a bad idea.

I procrastinate way too much for my own good. One of my speeches one year ? Written and performed two hours later.

Apparently, I'm also very rude to my parents and other relatives.

I'm a perfectionist to the point of where I get lazy.
I can't start something unless I know exactly what I'm doing, and can do it well. This makes me procrastinate on everything.
Take college, for example. I don't know exactly what I'm doing or where I'm going, so I keep putting off taking the REAL classes.

I'm also:
conceited
rude
uncaring
stubborn
temperamental

And I freak out over little things.

Among other stupid shit.

I go from one end of the spectrum to the other with eating. One week I'll be stuffing my face, the next week, I'll have no more than 500 calories a day.

I am very obnoxious and stubborn...

I am really soft tbh. I get moved really easily, but I also can get hurt just as quickly. It's habitual and ingrained to my genetic personality, but it's become a flaw. If I were in a better living situation, the sensitivity might benefit me, but lately it's been making me really depressed. I've been making myself into a hard-ass, building walls around my emotions to protect them, but it's dumb. I start to think about how I'm denying myself from being who I am, but if I do just continue living that way, I'm going to keep getting hurt over and over- and on the other hand, I can become tough and unfeeling, but then I'm not really myself anymore.

Over thinking may be an issue too.

I'm clingy. And not even just dating wise, general relationship wise.
I ALWAYS have to have the last word when fighting
I can be a cunt when I want to.
I prey on the weak.

-I'm opinionated
-I'm too blunt.
-I'm hotheaded.
-I'm moody.

Mix that all in and I'd say we have a rumble...

I have a high opinion of myself, so much sometimes I don't bother interacting with people I deem ignorant, stupid or flat out useless. Though I try to work on it and be nice.

I have a tendency of blurting out the most horrible, thoughtless or inappropriate things.

I'm so apathetic I don't even bother talking to people. I generally just do not give a shit about anything.

I'm extremely stubborn. To the point when I argue I don't even care what the other person says, I'm right. I don't even care if I'm wrong, I'm right.

Overall, no one wants to make me angry. I hold grudges until the end of time.

These are just the worst ones. I try my hardest to be kind and generous to people on Mibba and strangers. But at home and with people I know, I'm a bitch.

Whenever I meet a new person who I want to be friends with or perhaps pursue something romantic with, I make it my duty to give that person all the attention in the world, and its bad. After awhile I start to slow down when the relationship deepens and the bonds grow stronger, and it is this concept of putting a name to it. I think it gives me some sort of anxiety, having to sort the people in my life in categories. From this I become reclusive and distant, which usually ends the friendship or whatever we had. I am scared of giving my all in the fear that they won't accept me.

I have a bit of a superiority complex---it's such a difficult task for me to talk to people who like to small talk 90% of the time and don't delve into intellectual topics.

If someone has wronged me, best believe I will hold that against them in the form of a grudge and not acknowledge their existence.

I am easily annoyed and I vent a lot; on the other hand, I ignore my problems until it results in a panic attack that could last for days or a week plus.

I don't entertain the idea of being romantically involved with people for fear of disappointing them and the fact that it means being vulnerable. Vulnerability is a no-no for me.

I tend to make terrible first impressions because I have a tendency to come off as a bitch. I'm incredibly Type A, I like to get things done as efficiently as possible, and sometimes that comes across as being controlling. I'm not afraid to take charge of a situation. I'm also very blunt, very stubborn, and I lack that filter between my mind and my tongue, so if something's on my mind, it comes out, and it's usually not pretty. I'm too quick to defend myself when I think people are attacking me, and that makes me look like I'm insane.

If I'm not the best then I'm a failure.

I'm absolutely horrible with money.

I don't particularly care to take initiative when it's important. (Like, instead of getting my birth control today I'm just going to let myself have a period and get it next week.)