I have a very short temper, I can get pissed off so easily and people know this and they use it to their advantage which can make me blow a fuse.
September 29th, 2009 at 09:12pm
:arms: Yay for relating! And yes, for sure, I'm one of my toughest critics. I'm never good enough for me, you know? But, like, because of that, I think that is how everyone else sees me, which most of the time...that's true.
- lilyanne:
Why are you describing me? I'm relieved to know that's there's someone I can relate to... But maybe you're being too critical about yourself. I always find myself judging not only me, but others. I'm sure you're not as bad as you say you are :)
- RhetoricalTendencies:
- I'm the most insecure person you'd ever meet. I'm ugly from the inside out. I'm constantly nervous and uncertain of myself when it comes to anyone. I always think someone is talking about me, badly. Whenever I hear others laughing, I always think it's at me. I'm paranoid. I can't trust anyone. I'm avoidant and afraid of any kind of relationship. Physical contact freaks me out more than I let on. I'm horrified of letting anyone in, no matter how much I would like to get close to them. And as of recently, I'm way too cynical for my own good.
Maybe if you just ask about the other persons opinion you'll see that the low opinions you hold of yourself are NOT TRUE. I ask one of my close friends and she made me feel a whole lot better :)
- RhetoricalTendencies:
:arms: Yay for relating! And yes, for sure, I'm one of my toughest critics. I'm never good enough for me, you know? But, like, because of that, I think that is how everyone else sees me, which most of the time...that's true.
- lilyanne:
Why are you describing me? I'm relieved to know that's there's someone I can relate to... But maybe you're being too critical about yourself. I always find myself judging not only me, but others. I'm sure you're not as bad as you say you are :)
- RhetoricalTendencies:
- I'm the most insecure person you'd ever meet. I'm ugly from the inside out. I'm constantly nervous and uncertain of myself when it comes to anyone. I always think someone is talking about me, badly. Whenever I hear others laughing, I always think it's at me. I'm paranoid. I can't trust anyone. I'm avoidant and afraid of any kind of relationship. Physical contact freaks me out more than I let on. I'm horrified of letting anyone in, no matter how much I would like to get close to them. And as of recently, I'm way too cynical for my own good.
I'm like that too. I feel like I'm the socially awkward penguin because I like only hanging with my little group. When I'm around other people, I just don't know what to say. I know I'll sound stupid :/
- Your Sad Songs.:
- I only enjoy being with a few chosen people. With others, no matter how hard I try, I just don't enjoy their company. No matter if they're nice people, or fun to be with, I just can't enjoy so much when I'm with them.
I only enjoy being with my bestfriend, my highschool friends and classmates, and my relatives.
With my college friends, I don't know yet. Most of them seem like strangers to me although we've been together for almost four months now.