I just wanna know what your bestfriend knows.

I question things so much, because I just doubt in everything and everyone.
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My faith in humanity is almost non-existent.
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I lie a shitload.

I sometimes think my friends in general, bitches.

.... Most of my crushes are fictional characters, mostly the ones in video games that take place in the past.
What can I say?
I'm a historic chick.

I put a guard up around myself because I'm scared of letting anyone in.

I'm such a whore.

I'm scared of God.

I loose track of reality sometimes.

I cry when I'm alone but you never notice.

If there was at some point, a chance for me to runaway, paid plain ticket, hundreds of dollars in my pocket, and bags packed with the condition that I couldn't look back I would take it.

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I hate reality.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm asexual. I'm not really attracted to anybody.

Something that NO ONE knows about me?

Well I can only think of something that my best friend knows and no one else knows.
I almost killed myself last year.

I sometimes have problems knowing what's truth and what isn't.

My bestfriend knows....hmm

I'm not as innocent as I appear.

i have a phobia of microwaves.

I'm a love phobe.

I really despise myself when I eat cheese and drink milk.

I used to think I was allergic to swallowing chlorine water. I didn't realize that everyone reacts that way when swallowing chlorine water.

spiritual advisor.:

Plane crash as well.

Or a train explosion.

edit; i didn't like confessing that. >___>
So um, I pretty much wear band shirts all the time. :|

I want to believe in God.

I don't like most of the people who consider me a "friend".