What Are the Things You Wanted to Say But Couldn't?

  • MocktheMockingbird

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    I want to tell him that I want to be friends again. Maybe even acquantences. That I miss him so much, even though I know I shouldn't.

    I want to tell the guy who sits next to me in english and every other class we have together, that he gives me butterflies.

    I want to tell my best friend that sometimes she's just a striaght up bitch.

    Same for my mom.

    Dad, you can't be depressed, because I think I already am.
    November 27th, 2009 at 06:51pm
  • gleek

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    You are more than your political preference, you are more than your depression, you are more than your fragility, you are more than your scars. You a person the same as me or anyone else, except you are a better person than almost anyone else I've met. No logic or reason can explain why I feel this way- in fact, the logical part of me is screaming about how this is a bad idea. I can't hurt you again. But I can't give up on you either, because there is something I see in you that I've never seen in anyone else. I want this to be easy, I want things to work out, I want to catch you before you fall. I don't care what anyone thinks, either, I'm past that. I just want you to know that this isn't easy for me and it may take time. But I want to do this for you.
    November 27th, 2009 at 11:43pm
  • oxycontin

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    As awkward it is to say, I had a girl-crush on you in pre-freshman year. However, the year after that was really dysfuctional and broken and I just... you know that I lost myself. We lost each other. You got yourself caught in a downward spiral and I was lost in my own mind, trying to figure out what the hell I was doing.
    But just so you know, I'm so sorry for everything, M, I really am. I know it was horrifying to find out why I was in the hospital and... fuck, if I hadn't made it, I really don't know what you'd do. We obviously don't know each other as well anymore, but we've made it to sophomore year in one piece. Maybe not together, but looks like we're half way through the year alive.

    Tanner, I... I don't know what we are anymore. We're friends, but you don't seem to act like it. I want you to know that because of you, I've finally created who I am and want to be. You've made me less self-concious and more assertive about everything, I've finally created an opinion for myself.
    You've broken a lot of things though, you're not entirely off the hook. You destroyed the old relationship between me and M, you've ruined everything, just because of that one damn girl. And I want to hate you for that, but you're too... damn special to me so I can't.
    Despite what you did, what you apologized for, through all the backstabbing, the bitches and the fakes, I miss you more than ever.
    November 28th, 2009 at 09:03pm
  • chai latte

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    I'd like to pour your own Black Velvet all over you and set you on fire with your own lighter. You ruined me.
    November 28th, 2009 at 09:51pm
  • astronaut.

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    I want to tell my Dad that I hate it when he comes home for the holidays and it would be so much easier if he just stayed in Birmingham.
    November 29th, 2009 at 03:00am
  • Airi.

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    I want to tell her how much I love her.
    November 29th, 2009 at 06:33am
  • Yanna Rocks.

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    I want to tell the world who I truly am, but I might die for it.
    November 30th, 2009 at 04:10am
  • Victoria Flannel

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    You don't give a shit about school, you don't do your homework, and you're rude to teachers -- all because your mum and dad are gonna pay for your school next year.

    Well, news-flash: Cash ain't all in this world, regardless of what you may think.

    I sincerely hope you do not get accepted to your chosen school.
    November 30th, 2009 at 06:01pm
  • Mischief Izzy

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    I want to tell you I love you.
    I've spent three years trying to figure you out and if there was more to you than what most people see but how can I see something that I can't seem to find.
    You're amazing you make me laugh, smile the only reasons I look forward to History and Geography is because you are there; you didn't mock me when I said that I liked you and if you didn't then it was fine...but you never spoke to me after.

    Sure you used to really annoy me back when we were twelve/thirteen but it's different now, I've realized that something I was looking for was right in front of me the whole time, but I don't know how to tell you that because sometimes I can't believe it myself.
    God if only you knew I was crazy about you, and if only I could know if you're crazy about me then this would probably be easier, but how can I know if you won't talk to me, I've tried the direct approach but it's just too hard to come out and say it.

    Please talk to me, if what your friends say is true and if what my friend says is true then it will make it so much easier for me to say.
    November 30th, 2009 at 07:58pm
  • feathers.everywhere

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    I want to say sorry for not being so perfect. And for ever intruding on your life Nic. I know your always pissed at me and I'm sorry.
    December 1st, 2009 at 01:48pm
  • Jess!

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    I want to tell my best friend to grow up. She really needs to stop acting like an excitable 5 year old and the constant rudeness to kids in younger years is well, rude. It's totally unnecessary behaviour. And I want to tell her to stop with the hitting. She doesn't hit me anymore, but she hits others and it upsets me, because it upsets them.

    I want to tell someone else I'll never trust her again.

    And I want to tell him that although we both suck with making conversation, he's amazing.
    December 1st, 2009 at 11:37pm
  • tonight's the night;

    tonight's the night; (100)

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    i want to tell everyone in my school that they should just give the new guy a shot, infact, i did, but nobody listen, not even my friends.
    i want to tell my grandma to just move on; grampa has been gone for five years.
    and most of all, i want to tell him exactly how i feel about him.
    December 1st, 2009 at 11:41pm
  • settle for me.

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    I want to tell my ex he means everything to me, still.
    I want to tell my ex's new girlfriend he cheated on her. Twice. With me.
    I want to tell my best friend his girlfriend's no good for him.
    I want to tell the boy in my media class he's cute.
    I want to tell my mam she doesn't know a thing about me.
    I want to tell my dad I'd rather live with him in his crappy one-room flat than with my mam.
    I want to tell 90% of the people I know to never speak to me again.
    I want to tell the people who means the most to me that I still feel dead inside after three months.
    I want to tell that guy on the bus that just because I looked at him a few times, I'm not stalking him.
    And I want to tell my "friend" that developing an addiction to painkillers just because your favourite TV character has one is neither cool nor smart.
    December 1st, 2009 at 11:57pm
  • vanete.

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    You look in the mirror like a goddamn prince, caring more about your hair and your clothes than you do about the people around you. Deriving pleasure from the pain of other people. You think your gossip doesn't hurt? I hope someone fucks you up because you said something about the wrong person to the wrong person.
    December 2nd, 2009 at 02:33am
  • anderkarth.

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    dancing for rain.:
    I want to tell my friend that I feel like I'm loosing him, but I can never get a chance to be alone with him. He's always with other friends also, and I'm afraid to say something like that in front of them. I want to tell him I miss talking to him so much and I miss him texting me every day after school. I don't want to loose another friend, but I feel helpless to do anyhthing about it. I want to tell him I feel replaced. Sad
    Exact same here. :(
    December 2nd, 2009 at 09:00pm
  • Dark-Eyed Dreamer

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    I want to tell my "best friend" that I HATE the way she treats me, how I hate it when we fight, etc. but I don't want to hurt her feelings. :|
    December 3rd, 2009 at 01:50am
  • gleek

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    I would give almost anything to have you look me in the eyes tomorrow and tell me I look beautiful.

    In Love
    December 3rd, 2009 at 04:09am
  • Kismet

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    I want to tell my best friend that I miss him, and I feel like we've grown apart in the last month. I want to tell him that I love him like a brother, and I want to be as close as we were two weeks ago.

    I wish I could Arms him again. I miss it. Cry
    December 3rd, 2009 at 04:30am
  • ghosthorse

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    I'd like to tell my brother that I panic when he comes around, just because he never stays.
    I'd like to tell my mom that even though she is my bestfriend, she pisses me off frequently.
    I'd like to tell "M" that I really don't like her personality, and that she really needs to take a long hard look at herself before judging others.
    I'd like to tell "Joe" how he hurt me, and how much I will support him no matter what.
    I'd like to tell "Jake" how much I miss our friendship, and how much I really like him.
    I'd like to tell my Economics teacher to bite me. Just because he has good taste in music, doesn't mean he needs to fuel hate against anyone who isn't a Democrat.
    I'd like to tell my dad to shove it, because who other people choose to be with is not his concern.
    And I'd love to tell the "preacher" in my English class that he is nowhere near as almighty as his god.
    December 3rd, 2009 at 05:16am
  • Her Passions.

    Her Passions. (100)

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    I want to tell him how I love him...
    December 4th, 2009 at 03:11pm