What Are the Things You Wanted to Say But Couldn't?

No matter how many times I've said, "its going to be okay," or, "don't worry," I'm not so sure. Even if I try non-stop to convince you, I just want to curl up in your arms and never leave, never let go. I hate most everyone else, my family makes things harder than I let on, and every moment we're apart I worry about you. I hate your step-dad. I hate your mum. I hate your sister. I only want things to get better for you, even if they get worse for me. I would gladly take rape, murder, anything if it meant I'd get to know you were happy. Anything. Just so you know, when you hurt, when you just want to die, so do I, because I can't imagine, I don't want to imagine this shitty life without you, you make it worth it. I fucking love you and don't you ever forget it.

I want to tell my friend A that i am extremely sorry, & although they have forgiven me, i havent forgiven myself. Friends shouldnt stab friends in the back. I also would want to tell H that i was here first, & she can back off, because I like him, & I want him, & shes just making me unhappy, because she gets a lot of guys, & i get none. & i want to tell N that I like him, a lot.
...as you can see, I have a lot to vent about! :)

I want to tell my ex that I still love him, and I wish I had time to date him.

I want to tell myself to be a bad girl. But I can't. Obviously.

I want to tell my friend how much I love her. But she won't listen and I have to hear her constantly talk about how her love doesn't love her. She always says how much it hurts but she doesn't realize that I'm hurt too... And she doesn't seem to care either.

I want to tell my friend that he needs to give me some space. I feel like I'm suffocating.

And I want to tell my other friend that he can do so much better than what he's got. He doesn't realize it, but it probably won't work out. And I want to tell him that no matter what happens, I'm here for him.

"I love you".

You're the only emotionally abusive friend I have left. And I don't like having friends who enjoy hurting me.

Yes, I do get bored of you. Quite a lot. And I know that is mean, and I love you, but we are very different.

I want to tell them that I'm sick of it. Sick of how I'm treated, sick of how blind they are, sick of how completely oblivious they are.

I hate it.

Fucking pay attention for once.

[Person 1]: You screwed EVERYTHING up. We had a great friendship and you tipped the iceberg by kissing me. I don't even want to talk to you anymore, it's so uncomfortable.

[Person 2]: I DON'T believe in the same things that you do, so why do you feel the need to force it onto me? By dragging me to church every sunday and ignoring my pleas, you are ruining our relationship.Why can't you understand that I'm at least old enough to know what I believe in?

I want to tell him so many things, but at the same time, I'm pretty sure he wouldn't care.

I want to say few things.....

Person 1: I want to let you know that you mean the world to me. You helped me though a tough time and that means so much. I love you and one day i will tell you why I act the way I do, and I only hope you can still accept me despite it.

Person 2: i want to let you know that ITS YOUR FAULT. you're the resaon i act the way i do around people now, beacuse you decided i wasnt good enough to hold onto as a friend. it hurt so much i cant begin to tell you.

I'd tell ____ that he needs to shut the fuck up and let other people live their lives, with their own opinions - not his.

I'd tell ____ that I fucking love her, and while she thinks that she's confusing and drawing me closer, she's hurting and pushing me away.

I've tried to apologize for apparently hating you. You say you hate me, but honestly? I've beaten you to it. There's so much I wanna say to you, but I can't. You're just a waste of time.

You're gonna die alone, Brennan.

Grow the fuck up!

I HATE YOU.
I hate your guts, I just wish you would treat me like a normal person instead of flipping me off and treating me like scum.
I may look like I'm the type of person people shold just ignore because I'm all about Skeletons and Death but that's not me. I maybe not afraid of talking about taboo subjects like Death and listen to Heavy Metal music and wear a lot of Black clothing, but that gives you no right to treat me this way.
You know I'm glad you went to London for that History trip because you know what I figured you were all the time you were gone.

I wish you'd stop joking about with me and talk to me. I'm tired of not knowing.

Please be okay.

You don't have to be sorry, I understand why you've done this. Right now I don't matter, you do. I love you so much, please be okay. I would give anything to make you okay, anything on earth.

Happy birthday. I'm sorry I didn't tell you, I really wanted to. I'm just really shy and nervous and...scared. I dunno why, but you're very intimidating. But when you come around, I'm so comfortable. It's just when you're not here.

Oh, and thank you, for everything. I was gonna tell you that when you were on FB last night but I chickened out. I love you so much, but not like that. But I do love you, so so much. If there's anyone I'd want to teach me something new, it would be you.