What Are the Things You Wanted to Say But Couldn't?

fucking smoke outside and stop me from freezing and weezing!!
you do remember your grandchild has asthma right?

Mum, I love you, and you are my best friend. I will never stop loving you, but I can't forgive you for shutting me out when I needed your help the most; when I actually pleaded for your help. You are the one who taught me not to trust. But I can't tell you this, because knowing that would hurt you too much, and I know that you think that you are failure; as a mother, as a daughter, as a wife, as a sister. But believe me, you are not a failure. You inspire me so much. You are the reason that I am who I am, and I wouldn't want to be anyone else.

Ben. I fucking miss you. You were my best friend. You never loved me like a girlfriend, I know that, and I never loved you as a boyfriend. We were never meant to be together, but we were supposed to be friends. Do you know how much I miss hearing you say my name in the corridor? Listening to you jump of your bed when we're having four hour phone conversations? Riding over to see you, and then picking strawberries together? I miss you so fucking much, even after three years. I will always miss you.

S. You fucked me up, good and proper, you know that? I lost both my best friends at the same time. I can't believe we have over 14 lessons together a fortnight, but you ignore me. Completely and utterly. After everything I did for you? I can't believe how much you changed. And yet....I'm so disgusted with myself because I still miss you....

A. I'm sorry for being such a bitch. I'm sure you're a nice person. It was never anything personal. I was just jealous. You were pretty, and popular....and so damn nice. I had to hate you. You were my main rival, not that I realised it when I was pretty and popular and was going out the guy all the girls wanted. And now, the ironic thing is, I'm single, I've lost all of my old friends, I have shit hair and bad skin. You're still pretty and popular and nice. Karma kicked my arse there, didn't it?

I want to tell Jessica to stop treating me like shit and telling me that I'm a retard. And stop pulling pranks on me when I'm on the fucking phone.

I want to tell Matt that I actually love him. And that he is the best thing that ever happened to me, when he moved from Mont. And that he should dump her and come to me.

I want to tell Andrew to stop talking about his penis so damn much. I don't want to know how small and tic-tac like it is.

I want to say that I definatly cannot say aloud is that I want to be friends with Rambsie again. I miss her laugh.

I want to tell Honesty to stop thinking those thoughts of suicides.

I want to tell Shelby to calm the fuck down and stop being a little fake.

And the last thing I want to say is R.I.P. John, I miss you, you were my little cupcake.

I am happy for you, and I really do think that you're adorable together. But I can't help but wish that I was her. I fell for you. Hard. And I don't know how to get back out.

I feel like I'm losing you, but there's times, when it feels like you want to lose me. I feel like you're bored of me, and you don't want me around any more, and if that's true, then I really wish you'd tell me. I need to know whether you want me gone, or we're just changing and drifting apart.

I wish I could tell my friends and my boyfriend about my past....but that is never going to happen.

I wish I could tell you, but it's hard when you don't listen to anything that anyone tells you at all.

I want to tell my mom and dad it's their fault.

I want to tell my mom that no matter what, she always makes me cry.

I want to tell my dad that I don't want his obesity to kill him.

And I want to tell Lexi that she screwed me over, up, and sideways (okay, that last part was silly) and I forgive her because of what they did to her, but I want to tell her that she needs help, and that I'll always be there for her.

You were the first boy I ever thought I could lose my virginity to.

i want to tell chrissy that i do not agree with anything she's said too me in the last three months.
i am NOT okay with the way she left me, expecially when she KNEW that all i had was her.
i do NOT like megan. i AM justified in hating her, cause she hasnt said a nice word since i met her. not to me, not to anyone but chrissy. im really sorry that im now im as lame as she was before she took my best friend, but i more pity her for the way she's offended by it all.
I want to tell chrissy that when she's forgotten like she forgot me, im not taking her back.
i want to tell micheal, chrissy's other biffle, that i also hate him. and that he lost all respect in my eyes, and im gonna give him HELL when im his boss.

i want to tell alec that maybe it could work out, and i really AM sorry he was so damned picky in primary school.
i want to tell mortie that we need to see each other more often, or this isnt going to work out. i want to tell him how much i love him when we're together but how damned close i am too hating him when we're apart :S
i want to tell hemsley to drink some damned beer and get over himself.
i also want to tell jon that i shouldve said yes. and im sorry. but theres mel now, so it all got fixed in the end?
and i want to tell mibba that im welll sorry for this post :S

G. I thought we where supposed to be best friends? Last time I checked it takes two people to make a friendship last!
D. jesus christ stop fighting with '*>&£ over stupid little things, he fucking loves you so much so stop fucking with his head. He's good for you.
L. I love you with all my heart but it could never happen... your waiting on something that will never be there. Even if it, I would only end up hurting you. Your my best friend I don't wanna ruin it.

I want to tell Rich that I am no longer interested. And he should consider me well and truly out of his way. But, once I am out of his love as a mini-ego-booster, if he still wants me as a friend then he can come find me. I am sick of chasing.

Ashleigh, I am so very happy for you. Honestly, I thought I would be jealous - like I am of most people who've found love, but not you. I honestly couldn't think of anyone better to have it happen to. I don't know why, because we're not even best friends - but seriously. I eeeeeeee-d when I saw that a few weeks ago.

P, I don't know why you're with her. It doesn't make any sense. It's obvious she makes you miserable, 9 times out of 10 you're complaining about her trantrums, how she won't let you go anywhere, how you can't seem to inspire her to do anything.

The other 1 time you're talking to me about your zest for life, your passion, where you want to go... but she's the thing stopping you. Get a grip, and lead your own life. Don't let her drag you down with her.

I want to tell my old best friend that I hate her. Sounds harsh, I know. =/

Snakebite Heart:

I want to tell my old best friend that I hate her. Sounds harsh, I know. =/

Exactly, but it would only make a big scene and then she would be all pissy and complain about it all day.

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Non-related: Tell this person to kindly stfu, that I still don't care, and thanks for having no compassion whatsoever.

I want to say that i really like this boy, aand I recently told him i liked him, he had a girlfriend at the time. he told me i would be happy cause he dumped her yesterday because he had feelings for his ex .

I wish i would've sad him bwing single didnt matter if he didnt like me !
i like him alot :/

I can't see our friendship ever being the same after all this, but I can't lose you.
I still love you. I don't want to.
Stop making me miserable, get out of my thoughts, I can't take feeling like this. But I want you so badly and I miss everything we were, including our friendship before the relationship, I miss it so much, I miss you. I know you're getting sick of me and I'm sorry, but I don't want to give up on being what we used to be, without all this sadness and guilt between us.

Things aren't the same between us and it hurts more than you know. Or maybe you do know. That's the thing, I don't know what's going on anymore. You hardly ever talk to me. FOR REAL. Our conversations are short and unimportant. We were best best friends. What's happened in the last couple of months? You were the one guy in my life I counted on to make me laugh, to understand me, to really listen to me and hear what I was saying. And one other thing, I really do love you. We've told each other that before, but I just want to remind you. I wish things could get back to what they were. I miss the old you.

I LOVE YOU.
okay, not love.
but i really like you.
i couldn't say it, because she would hate me,
but i do.
i really truly like you, m.c.
don't die.

I can see why she doesn't listen to you and why you can't help her. You do the same god damn thing.
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Thank you.