Ten different things you want to say to ten different people right now.

1. I'm sorry that I'm indecisive and scared, but please don't push me into something I simply can't be ready for right now. I've been through so much and I'm not ready. I love you and I want to be with you again, but please.
2. Thank you. For being something like a big brother to me when I need you. Thank you for making me an exception and hugging me.
3. You were born with a silver spoon in your mouth and everyone coddles you. You do everything that I do and I hate it. I see what you're doing and I hate it. I wish you were more strong-minded.
4. Give up. I don't talk to you anymore because of you, because you made it this way. And I don't care anymore. It's been months now and this is how you wanted it to be, so give up. Just give up.
5. I don't miss you.
6. Thank you. Like the quote goes, "You not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself."
7. Jesus Christ, I hope you are so much happier now without S and with G.
8. It's okay that you have BPD, it's okay. I'm learning how to live with it so I can help you.
9. To be completely honest, I'm not exactly sure how to deal with you anymore.
10. “If you show me you don’t give a fuck, I’ll show you that I’m better at it.”

1. You're not that special sweetheart, you don't have to act stuck up.
2. I love you, thank you when I change my mind a million times, you still tell me you'll support me.
3. ...I miss you and can't stop thinking about yesterday.
4. I wish we were better friends, you're really cool.
5. I love you but you disappoint me a lot.
6. Drop dead.
7. Just cause you were together for a month, it doesn't mean shit. I don't trust you. Back off.
8. Wish I had your voice. Please come back.
9. Why cant I be as skinny as you, must be nice to look so pretty every damn second of your life, seriously.
10. You're a mess, I'm sorry.

1. I'm in love with you, I've always been in love with you, I dream about you and I wake up missing the you I never knew and I want you to know that but I can't tell you that.

2. I'm sorry that you have to deal with the worst of my issues right now.
I wish I could go somewhere and disappear. I can do that now. Should I?

3. I wish we could talk again. I'm sorry that February scared you. I don't want to scare you again.

4. You mean the world to me but I can't get the words out, and I don't think you want to hear them.

5. It's hard, and I'm sorry.

6. I hope that you are okay right now. I hope that you won't be tempted, and I wish you were here to play COD with me. The really outdated version of COD that I'm so bad at.

7. I'm really lonely and I miss you so much you little devil.

8. Can we take a trip to the island and never come back?

9. I want to travel the world with you, I want to read books with you and talk about politics with you and love every second of life with you.

10. You. Just you.

1. I had a really nice time today. I wasn't shy, which is a big step for me when I first meet someone.

2. I don't owe you anything, and you have no right to speak to me that way. You were wrong and one day you'll figure that out.

3. I wish that I could help you more.. but I'm so far away. I care so very much about you.

4. Our friendship isn't the same, and as much as it's my fault, it might be yours too..

5. I can't wait to see what this year holds for us, you mean so much to me, the best friend a person could ask for.

6. You help me through so much, I don't know if my thanking you will ever be enough.

7. I just want to hold your hand and laugh at silly tumblr posts with you.

8. I know we fight a lot, but I'll always love you.

9. I wish you hadn't changed so much... it's not who you are and I miss that person.

10. Happy Birthday! I sent you a message earlier but I'm sure you're busy with festivities. I hope you had a great day.

1. I hate you so much that I'm gonna come back 10 years from now richer, prettier and more successful than you are. I will make you feel more intimidated.

^(sorry I'm a little bit mean. I really want to tell that to someone)

2. When I become successful and well-known, I will completely denounce and ignore the fact that I was from this school.

3. You're not that smart.

4. I like you.

5. You're really annoying when you talk about your "boys"

6. I don't wanna respect people who can't respect me - including family. I don't want to follow culture and tradition just because.

7. Goodbye, annoying person.

8. I wanna feel independence and freedom for once.

9. Please let me spend 5000 pesos on games.

10. I won't stop playing games even until I'm old and crippled.

1. Honestly please just leave me alone. I don't understand what you want from me. I don't want anything from you. Like, I don't hate you. But I don't really like you at all. So uh... make this easy on both of us and forget about me.

2. I know you're going to miss me when I'm in college but sorry, I don't think I'll miss you much. I just want to be openly bisexual and go by a different name and just be nicer to everyone and you don't want that. So um... I'm kind of ending our friendship once I'm in college.

3. I'm amazed that after two years you took the fucking hint!

4. Oh my god please talk to me... you know how I look at you. I know you're confident, I know you know what my staring means. Just fucking talk to me, stop staring back and making me feel so frustrated. Either tell me you want nothing to do with me or stop staring back and talk to me.

5. I'm sorry. Just sorry. I want nothing more or less from us except this conversation. You don't need to say anything I just want you to know I'm sorry and I was clearly in love you with, but I didn't know that at the time.

6. You're pretty, into theatre, intelligent and driven. I want you and please be lesbian or at least bisexual???

7. I'm sorry but I just think our friendship is dying. I just don't feel the same way I used to about you... absence does not always make the heart grow fonder, yeah?

8. Please give me your body. My body needs to look like yours

9. Fuck em. I won't judge you so just be yourself.

10. I want to approach you and become friends but I feel like you're not really into me.

1. I love you so much. I am excited for this opportunity for you because I know it will be a good, fresh start. But...I'm also selfish and I'm going to miss you so badly. I'm afraid of you not being here to help me when I get bad.

2. Thanks for being a constant source of laughter for me. You are indeed the best.

3. I'm going to miss you so much. I've only known you a few months but we still managed to be close, even if it was through him. I promise many silly Snapchats of our favorite nerd.

4. ...I'm still upset. But I know how to prioritize things, and this takes precedence. I still care about you, so take care of yourself and your family. We can hang out when I get back to get your mind off things if you want.

5. I think we should hang out. It's been a long time since we've seen each other; it'd be cool to catch up.

6. I think we should talk more often too--you're super cool. I wish you lived close to me (or vice versa) so we could hang out. Also congrats to you for getting that internship!!

7. Thanks for listening to me and humoring me when I'm ridiculous. I'm glad we can do this for each other. Also it's always been funny to me that they're both the same age. :p

8. You are too overbearing sometimes, please don't push me so much.

9. Congratulations on getting into grad school! I haven't seen you in a while but I hope we get to hang out soon--I'll buy you lunch/dinner sometime.

10. Dude. Stay away from my close friends though.

1. you know what i love you but you're pretty dang racist... and transphobic... and ableist... etc
2. stop talking about video games so much
3. jesus christ i love you in the gayest most platonic way possible
4. learn to love yourself; you're better than you know
5. you are not good with kids but you are a good person and i can still respect you
6. literally you have the best taste in music and literature who allowed this
7. stop calling me a woman before i cut your heart out
8. to the same person as #3: please do all of my book cover art when i publish. please i need it
9. i hope that wherever you are you're safe and life is well for you, please come back soon
10. your music makes my soul go heart-eyes emoji you huge nerd hug me

1) No, I will not hang out with you. Ever.
2) I love you so, so much and I never want to let you go again, thanks for coming back.
3) I don't really like you as a friend and I'm glad I won't see you that much anymore.
4) Stop talking about my boobs, you're disgusting and it makes me really uncomfortable.
5) I don't care that he likes me, stop joking about it and saying his name every time I walk past you.
6) I hope you accept my decision.
7) I don't love you, you don't seem like family to me.
8) You are so darn cute why did I break up with you all those years ago?
9) Love me.
10) You mean so much to me, your smile lights up my world.

1.) Just when I thought life could not get any better, you came. I can't even stress enough how thankful I am that you have entered my life.

2.) Let me fix your eyebrows, please.

3.) Why don't you just let me go?

4.) For four years, I have dealt with your senseless arguments, pointless possessiveness, and irrational behaviour. I think it's time that you leave me alone, I am way better off without you.

5.) College is bearable with you, thank you.

6.) Fuck you for being so arrogant and for making me feel so small.

7.) Date me and always smile for me, you are too darn cute.

8.) Stop panicking, everything is fine.

9.) If I could turn back time, I would be brave enough to fight for you.

10.) After all these years, the way we treat each other have changed drastically. I don't really like it this way but, there's nothing I can do anyway. Just always know that I value you and I love you.

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one. it bothers me how some of the most talented people are the ones who don't have to work for anything. i don't mind talented people doing well. i mind people, like your friends, who think their talent makes them better than everyone else. you're such a hard worker and you deserve better.

two. people like you, always complaining about what other people have/don't have while being rich disgusts me. don't condemn someone for something just because you have enough money to have better. you call these people your friends but you're a big dick. being gay, being part of an oppressed group, does not give you the right to treat others badly, and it really seems like you think it does. your entitled behavior is something that won't get you very far.

three. please stop complaining about asians not having an opinion when trump was dumping on mexicans. i know it's a serious issue and as poc we should all be here for each other but you have to figure that most people don't want to get their noses in where they don't belong for one reason or another. and just because you haven't seen so and so talk about these issues on one social media, doesn't mean they haven't addressed them on another platform.

four. i'm glad you have a husband and children who do so much for you while you stay home and do arts and crafts that you sell for way more than they're worth. if that's what you want to do, i'm glad you can do it. but stop bragging. there's a line between appreciation and gloating. you're no better than anyone you grew up with just because you diss your friends now that you're a trophy wife.

five. it actually really bothers me that you're pregnant. your boyfriend always makes you cry, you guys are always fighting; he's cheated on you and treats you so badly. you just graduated and you should be going to school, but you're going to throw that away for a guy? and seriously you still live with your mum, so who is going to take care of that baby? i'm just worried you're doing this for the wrong reasons... you deserve better and a baby deserves better.

six. why couldn't you pick me up before you went to see gramma? you know i don't drive and you know i can't afford another trip out. she wouldn't have minded. you were so close to me and yet you couldn't even respond when i hinted at wanting to go. that's really low. all of the family wants to be family until i need something. thanks.

seven. you talk so much crap about other people and yet you act just like them. do you know how much of a hypocrite that makes you? it's actually laughable. no wonder you can't make friends with good people.

eight. so much for our friendship. obviously your abusive boyfriend is more important. or the drugs. or the drinking. since when does he need to be with you all the time? we can't drink just the two of us? can't party just the two of us? i refuse to be a third wheel and you refuse to actually be a friend unless i want him around. grow the fuck up.

nine. honestly if i could find a sugar daddy to buy me fake boobs, invisalign, lip injections, and supplements + gym membership so i'll never be hungry again i would be so happy. i don't know how your sister does it. i'd give an arm just to lose the weight.

ten. you act like you're better than everyone too. and you're always begging for attention. it's sickening. why don't you find something better to do? it's really sickening, and even worse is that nobody seems to notice how fake you are. what i'd give for one swing at your pretty little face.

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1. It fucked me up when you said he's acting that way because he just wants to fit in somewhere.
2. I don't think we can ever be friends again. Honestly, too rushed, too strange... nothing works.
3. I don't actually care about how weird you are. I find it attractive. I don't know why our friends say those things about you. Maybe I'm blinded by my interest in you... but yeah, you're really hot and I really want to fuck you. Sorry for being so sexual all the time, sorry for acting so strange in front of you, sorry for making you feel as though I hate you or find you weird. I mean you're weird but I'm into it. Oh, and snapchat me more, and make sure you actually include your face.
4. Boys over a friend... boys over a friend... hm. You said you would never be like this, but oh well, such is life. I sometimes think I hate you, I sometimes think I can't live without you, but eh. Casually keeping in touch is good for me. Don't tell me everything. I don't think I care to know anymore. I know you don't care about me as much as you apparently used to. Maybe we can be civil in the future, but no... for now I like the space.
5. I don't even know how I feel about you anymore? I don't hate you, that is for sure. I think we just need to idk... we're two completely different people, different worlds. I'm dreading to see you but also happy that we're going to be spending time together.
6. You need a new job. You really do not make anyone feel better, like, I felt a little disrespected and you looked at me so strangely. I'm going to give you a bad review because you really made me feel worse about myself. It's your job to make me feel better, not to make me angry for showing you how I really am.
7. Transfer. Honestly. Leave me alone and never talk to me. Keep my name out of your mouth and thoughts.
8. I think you need to grow up.
9. You're pretty and I want to talk to you? lol?
10. Sorry that I'm so weird fam lmao. I can't control it.

1. I have so much I want to say to you. So much. I don't know if I'd ever say it all to you, though. You're the most important person in my life, okay? I hope you understand that. I never tell you because I feel like it comes across as me trying to guilt you into talking to me more, but I genuinely love and care about you more than I'd ever admit.
2. I miss you, I miss you so fucking much. I know how bad I fucked up. How much do I need to suffer before something changes? Just please, let me apologize to you. I won't make excuses, I want to apologize and I want you to acknowledge me. Please.
3. I know you probably hate me. I hate me. You put me before everyone else, and I could never do the same for you. You put me where I put [name] in my own mind, and I wish I would've changed that before I pushed you away. I'm sorry. I am.
4. You really fucked me up. I hate what you did to me. I hate that I ever messaged you to see how you were doing. You make me so uncomfortable. Why do you think I never replied to your message? I hate that you think you can call me babe, or love, or daddy, after what you did to me. Fuck off, really.
5. You're an incredible person, but I can't handle that. You make me feel different. Like what I'm saying matters to you. Like you want to hear what I think. I can't handle that yet. And I certainly can't handle meeting you face to face.
6. Hi, you're fucking cute. But you give me so much anxiety. So I'm just gonna keep my distance. Don't take it personally. I'm a wreck and I'm sure you've seen that side of me before.
7. So, dude... Would you make up your mind? Are we friends or not? You can't leave me on read for like two weeks and then casually message me again like nothing? You're shady as hell, your account has zero posts. I know nothing about you except what you've told me, which isn't much.
8. Why did we stop talking? What did I do? Frankly, at this point, I've all but accepted that youre done with me, but really, why? It sucks, but your silence just made it easier for me to be less attached. So I guess that's why it doesnt hurt me anymore. I'd still like to know, though?
9. I know now that I'm not gay, and I never was, really. But you kinda made that weird for me. For a while. You weren't even my friend, you were like an acquaintance. High school was weird, and you made me question myself sometimes.
10. Really, I just wish we could have some kind of perfect life together. It's all I want sometimes. I want to just tell you that, but I don't think I can.

1. I love you. I love you I love you I love you. You’ve been my lifeline and my best friend for so long. You don’t deserve what you get.
2. Whatever I feel towards you now, it’s not what it used to be and you need to accept that.
3. I hate how you can do all this shit and you don’t have to suffer the consequences for it. I’ll be the mature one for once because it’s not my fault you’re like this, but I hope it sinks in that you lost a good friend one day. Maybe, maybe not.
4. You’re... something else and I wish I recognized you, but I don’t.
5. One day, I’ll figure out what it was that I did to deserve what you gave me because a part of it still lingers in me, as much as I hate to admit that. Today still isn’t that day though. I don’t know when it’ll come, or if it ever will because I thought I gave you the world—as small as it might have been at the time.
6. Sometimes I don’t know what to do with you, and I’m sorry for that.
7. I’m still fucked up over you. You’re never going to understand the severity of what you did so I won’t even try.
8. I actually despise you, like with the deepest kind of abhor because of what you did to them. It’s so hard to help them when every time they say your name, there’s this white-hot kind of anger in my chest for a few seconds.
9. I guess I can’t say you never did anything for me. You did, after all, help me discover that I was asexual. You just also made me feel so broken for being that, and I’m starting to think maybe you were right. Maybe I wasn’t meant for love either.
10. Thank you for just being you. I always come back to you because you’re the one person (other than him) that knows me better than I know myself sometimes. You know the darkest parts of me and you’ve never turned away from me for it. You’ve been there unconditionally and without question for over a year and you make me feel safe; steady and consistent. So thank you. I think, at this point, you probably are my platonic other half.

1. My phone's been turned off. Please don't kill me for not receiving your text messages, Mom.
2. He's not going to answer you. He doesn't care about family, no matter how many times I give him your number.
3. Do you care about me at all? You at least used to be semi-considerate.
4. You think you're hot stuff, don't you? You act like every girl is in love with you.
5. I think about you sometimes and wonder if you're okay.
6. We need to get drinks soon, again.
7. You're the closet thing I've ever had to having a sister. I'm so thankful for having you.
8. I'm really sorry you can't handle my opinions so much that you have to delete me from everything.
9. I hope you got everything you ever wanted and deserved.
10. You're the reason why I wish it was 2013 again, so I could hold you one last time.

1 It kills me what you did to this, you ruined your chance at being a whole complete family and now you have to spend the holiday alone and it kills me.
2. It’s super sweet how you tag me in your favorite songs on your off nights, music is such a big part of us.
3. You need to stop worrying about what other people think of you and start worrying about how you think of yourself.
4. That was as short lived as it ever was.
5. I miss you, I miss living with you, I miss Cleveland, and I wish like hell you’d reply to me when I text or snap you.
6. This is your first holiday without your dad so I hope you don’t get too depressed, I’m here if you do.
7. I love you.
8. I love you.
9. You’re so strong for doing this.
10. Fuck ATI it’s so stupid that it makes me want to scream. I know it’s “For our best interest” but the investment you have made into it is ridiculous.

1. Happy birthday. I'm so sorry everything is shit and you couldn't just have this one day.

2. Get off my back. Complaining won't solve this. Start taking your own advice and stop focusing on the negative. You just bring you and everyone around you down.

3. Don't listen to her, babe, she's wrong. You guys have bossed the last month. Don't let her undermine all the effort you guys have put in.

4. Stop treating them like garbage while letting everyone else off the hook. They work damn hard.

5. Please don't let it happen to you. Don't join us in this. Nip it in the bud. Once this demon gets its claws into your back, it never let's go.

6. Thank you. You've given me so much confidence in what I'm doing and I promise I'll do everything I can to show you this grade wasn't a fluke. You're one of the best teachers I've had.

7. If I make it in this world, I'm gonna take care of you. I wouldn't be who I am without you, dad, and I'll get you out of all of this shit. I'll look after you the minute I'm able to. You really are the best dad.

8. Don't worry about it. I trust you. I know you wouldn't let this fall on us. Having a roof is most important. Stay safe. Sort this later. I'll keep him off your back.

9. To all my friends, I love you. I wish I could take away all the hardships and pain you guys suffer. I just want you all to be happy.

10. I can do this. I know I can.

1. Thank you for loving me for who I am, and raising me by yourself for the past ten years. I know it's not been an easy ride, and I acted out a lot during my teen years and I took out a lot of pent up anger and frustration on you, but better days are coming, for the both of us. I can't wait to let you watch me flourish. Hopefully I can be a better daughter than I am now.

2. I'm sorry that I'm not the most patient, or loving, sister. I love you so much and I just want to give you the world, but I can't. We've been through a lot together, and I know that through the arguments, we still love each other very dearly. You bring so much sunshine into my life, you've helped shape me to be a way better person than what I was ten years ago. Thanks for that.

3. I love you so much. You may be loud, you may swear like a sailor, but you have the biggest heart out of anyone else I know. There is nothing you would do for me and him, and we love you for it. You're the best big sister I could ever wish for, and fuck what anyone else says, because they don't know you as well as we do. It takes a special kind of person to love a soul as golden as yours.

4. I used to really look up to you, but now that I've found that skeleton in your closet, I'm not too sure. I will be civil when I need to be, but never will I let myself be a victim to your horrible self. I just can't bring myself to trust you like I used to, and I'm sorry for that. At the end of the day, you'll always be family, it runs in our blood. But never will I trust you like I used to.

5. Leading lady of our family, what can I say? You've been so strong. You've set an example to your children, your grandchildren, and your great grandchildren. We all want to strive to your greatness and make you proud, despite how mean you can be sometimes. We miss him as much as you do, and you've done fantastically without him for the last (almost) 8 years. It hurts just as much as it did in 2010, but he's always with you. This year was scary for you, and for us. There was a time we thought we'd lose you. It hasn't come to that, thank God, but 84 for is a damn good age. I just hope that when your time comes, you can say you've lived a fulfilling life and that you can let go peacefully.

6. With only four years between us, we were practically raised as sisters. I'm sorry that I didn't trust you as much as I should of, especially on certain people. I learned the hard way that I need to put a little bit more faith in you. I love you so much, and your children, all three of them, make me so happy. I'm so blessed to call myself their older cousin. And what a fantastic Mum you are to them, you've set such an example to me when I become a mother one day. If I'm half as amazing as you, I know I've succeeded.

7. I hate you. You took my innocence, you took me away from my friends. You made me sick. You took advantage. You can never, ever, call yourself a father to me. You are, and always will be, the sperm donor. There's no reason for you to be in my life, and I'm glad that you're as far away from me as you can get. When you become a grandfather, you will never be allowed to see your grandchildren, you will never walk me down the aisle, you will never see me thrive and succeed. And it's you who will be in his mid fifties, lonely and miserable. You're missing out, mate. See you never.

8. My best friend since we were literally 12 years old, my God. What would I do without you? You moved away and it still hurts to know that you're just not up the road anymore. You're 500 miles away. But we've seen it through, we're stronger than ever. We've fought, we've stopped talking, but we just couldn't live without each other in the end. Thank you for consoling me when I cry, and just... thank you, I adore you.

9. One of my ride or dies, oh my. I am so proud of you and all of your achievements in the short time I've known you. You're killing it, and I'm just your cheerleader. Sometimes, I don't feel worthy of your friendship. You're such a great person, and I'm, well, I'm me. And that's not the best thing in the world, but I try, for you, because you're worth the fight. I can't wait for the day we finally meet. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. Also, thank you for fangirling over Supernatural with me, and thank you for being the Dean to my Sam.

10. You're literally my dog. We've had you for eleven wonderful years, and I cannot thank you enough for the joy and love you bring to our family every single day. You have such a special place in my heart, you've opened my eyes to what true unconditional love is. When I needed a hand, you gave me your paw. You've seen me at my worst and my best and if I could make you immortal, I would. I love you.

1. so hypocritical omg but also ily and thx for having a rad dog
2. you call me your best friend to other people and i still don't know how to react to this
3. y u gotta be right all the time
4. i miss u come home pls (but i also hope you're having the raddest time)
5. lmao it's not going to happen so stop trying to make it happen
6. ur so cute but you're a 4 so it can't work smh
7. I LOVE THAT I'VE BROKEN YOU HAHAHAHA
8. work faster omg
9. i didn't say anything i swear
10. why do I have to have the damnest soft spot for you UGH

one. why are you looking like a damn snack
two. pls let people know if it's a date or not but oml you're so cute
three. sorry but things aren't going to work
four. i really do owe you one and i hope you'll let me pay it back also you're a really good kisser
five. i can't tell you how much i love and appreciate you you are seriously the best
six. go away
seven. i thought we were friends but now i'm thinking not... i don't want to bug you please be upfront with me
eight. dude you have to come clean to your girl
nine. i wish i had kissed you, it's a pretty big regret
ten. we need to catch up more